ExpertDabbler

Actually I first did not understand when I read this in Ramya’s blog. Tube lights take longer time and its been proved again.

Anyway, 100% perfect synchronization in what one tries to say and how he or she is perceived is possible some times but certainly not all times between two human beings no matter how close they are.

Ironically, there are certain times when the harder we try to communicate verbally, more distortion happens in the way its understood. Sometimes the distortion is directly proportional to the intimacy or closeness of the relation.

My intense fights have been with my mom. There are instances where I have actually broke down trying in vain to explain my emotions and feelings.

I think at one stage, we realize that no matter how close the other person is we are still individuals and separate from that person.

Nowadays, I just do and say things my way. I still crave for my mom’s admiration, love but I don’t break my head. But I do not take the pain to explain why I said what I said. Even to my mom, its for her to contemplate and decide and derive my motives. I don’t think I will break my head for my sweet heart either whenever such situations come in future.

If what I am going to say is going to be interpreted in a different way then so be it. Its high time people really knew my nature and recognized me for I am and my motives. I just put the onus on the other person, at least on some occasions.

I have already written my thoughts about society and its approval some time back and I fully subscribe
to that even now, save for the grammatical and typo errors.

I think essentially there has to be balance between what we perceive as society’s ideas and our very own.

Balance is the key word in all interactions and relationships. Balance between going out of our way for our loved ones at times and being our own as an indivudal in our very own personal space at certain other times.

Ah,its been a long time since i wrote something reflective in my blog.