In all these seven years I have been a designer, i have been known for the following in the work place…
- the guy who can write content on demand.
- the guy who can draft that critical mail to anybody.
- the guy who can be trusted to get a particular info somewhere somehow.
- the guy who can keep a tab on the industry happenings and spot the trend.
- the guy who can give some original input / gyaan on any design/decision review.
- the guy who can speak his mind anytime he wants [and sometimes even rather brutally].
But I don’t think anyone has said ‘Oh PK is an awesome designer’. The one tag I’m yearning for. Not yet.
I guess my designs have always been from passable to good.. otherwise I would not have survived this far… But yeah nothing earth shattering about my design work so far..
There is a possibility that the Industry needs more of ‘jack of all’ than ‘master of one’ folks…Maybe I would not have truly survived in this corporate coolie dom if i were a great designer..they just need somebody with adequate skills.. not someone who can be really disruptive in their skills.
Anyway, the conclusion is
Either,
a) Me being okay in written communication sort of distracts from my core skills, OR
b) I am just plain not so great in design. Meaning not really talented and all.
The litmus test will be on the days to come..
What if it was more the latter than the former?? Will I become a useless fellow?
Nah. I will become a project manager!
I am not sure if its just that i am feeling really low about my skills since its been sometime I’d worked on a project individually or its just a case of reality hitting me.